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Clusterfucked

by Lemmings

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1.
Intro 01:21
2.
Word Vomit 03:32
BEER CANS LAY OUTSIDE MY WINDOW CIGARETTE BUTTS IN EVERY CAN I'M NOT THE PERSON YOU WOULD WANNA KNOW I'M NOT THAT KINDA MAN, BREATHE... IT'S NOT ALRIGHT, YOU MAKE IT UP INSIDE YOUR HEAD AND I KNOW SOMETIMES YOU WISH I WAS DEAD I CAN'T LOOK BACK AND I CANNOT LAUGH INSTEAD WE WALK DOWN OUR SEPERATE PATHS ANSWER THE DOOR, VOMIT WORDS THEN I WALK BACK INTO THIS LIFE, IT'S NOT ALRIGHT
3.
MY EYES ARE BURNING BUT I DON'T WANNA SLEEP YET MY MIND IS UNWINDING, MY GUTS ARE SPILLING BOILING LIKE LAVA I'M TRYING TO SETTLE DOWN LAYING IN A DARK ROOM WITH THE TV LIGHT ON RESTING ON A PILLOW THAT STILL HAS YOUR SCENT THE SUN RISES AFTER ME, I'M ALREADY THINKING HOW YOU'RE FEELING, IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG? I SEE THE CONCERNED LOOK ON YOUR FACE, I HOPE YOU'RE DOING OKAY WE BOTH FALL BACK INTO OUR DARK PLACES, WHERE WE ARE SEPARATED THE WEEKEND SEEMS SO FAR AWAY
4.
I GOT SOMETHING TO ASK, I'M THE PERSON YOU'LL NEVER NOTICE I'M THE PERSON WHO IS ALWAYS LAST UNLESS I STICK MY HEAD OUT THE WINDOW THEN YOU'LL JUST THINK I'M CRAZY SO I STRUM MY GUITAR AND PLAY DUMB ON YOUR STAGE EVEN THOUGH I SHOULD BE ACTING MY AGE YOU TAKE ME AWAY FROM MY BODY AND MIND I DON'T KNOW WHY I EVEN WASTE MY TIME I GUESS WHAT I'M TRYING TO ASK WHY DO I FIND LOVE IN SUCH A STRANGE PLACE? LIKE A STRANGER WHO DOESN'T KNOW I EXIST LIKE A GHOST I AM TRANSPARENT IN A SCENE IF I DISAPPEARED I WOULDN'T BE MISSED I ALWAYS THINK ABOUT THE GOOD TIMES THE TIMES YOU SAID YOU HAD MY BACK THOSE TIMES YOU WERE STILL MY FRIEND THE SHADOW IS STARTING TO CAST I THOUGHT OUR FRIENDSHIP WOULD ALWAYS LAST I GOT ONE MORE THING TO ASK, WILL OUR FRIENDSHIP ALWAYS LAST? THE SHADOW IS STARTING TO CAST, THAT'S ALL I HAD TO ASK HOW DOES IT FEEL KNOWING THAT YOU ARE A FAKE? YOU LEFT ME BEHIND IN A TIME, HOW DOES IT FEEL TO LOSE YOUR FAITH? I KNEW YOU WOULD ALL ALONG
5.
Dead Friend 03:03
WHY'S IT ALWAYS THAT THE PEOPLE WHO ARE GOOD FOR YOU THEY NEVER STICK AROUND BACK THEN I WISH I...I WISH I WOULD HAVE STUCK AROUND IF I COULD PUSH BACK TIME, I WOULD GIVE YOU BACK MINE IF I COULD HAVE ONE MORE NIGHT WITH YOU I WOULD DRIVE RIGHT OVER IF I COULD GIVE YOU THAT BUZZKILLER CD, YOU KNOW I TOTALLY WOULD IF I COULD LISTEN TO RECORDS WITH YOU ONE LAST TIME, I WOULD DRIVE RIGHT OVER THE LAST TIME I SAW YOU I DID NOT RECOGNIZE YOU I WOULD HAVE SAID BYE IF I HAD NOWN IT WAS YOUR LAST TIME BEING ALIVE
6.
Waffle House 01:51
I'M TRYING TO STOP CRYING BUT I CAN'T HELP MYSELF BUT TO CARE AND IT'S AWFUL, THAT WE'RE OFF ROAD PLEASE BELIEVE ME I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL, HOW THINGS ARE HOW LIFE GOES WHEN YOU'RE ALL ALONE A DAY WITHOUT YOU FEELS LIKE A FUCKING YEAR A YEAR I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT A NIGHT WITHOUT YOU FEELS SO FUCKING COLD I NEVER WANTED TO BE ALONE HERE I AM IN THE VAN DRIVING TO THE NEXT TOWN I DON'T WANT IT, I DON'T NEED IT IT'S JUST BRINGING ME DOWN DEPRESSION IS SLOWLY KICKING A THOUSAND MILES AWAY
7.
Nov. 8th 02:02
SO WHAT, MY SKIN IS BROWN DOES THAT MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU? WHITE WASHED, INSTITUTIONALIZED I WISH I NEVER MET YOU, BY ALL MEANS IF YOU FEEL THE WAY YOU DO STAY AWAY FROM ME, FUCK YOU FUCK YOU, YOU RACIST HOMOPHOBIC ASSHOLE I HOPE YOU DIE I WISH I NEVER MET YOU I WISH YOU WERE NEVER ALIVE
8.
YOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN SOMEONE I COULD COUNT ON SOMEONE THAT I CAN TALK TO I'VE ALWAYS BEEN SOMEONE YOU COULD COUNT ON SOMEONE THAT YOU COULD TALK TO 'CAUSE I REMEMBER WHEN YOU USED TO CALL ME NOW WE DON'T TALK ANYMORE AND THAT'S SAD YOU REMEMBER WHEN I USED TO CALL YOU NOW WE DON'T TALK ANYMORE TOUGH SHIT I REMEMBER YOU USED TO CALL ME NOW WE DON'T TALK ANYMORE DO YOU REMEMBER I USED TO CALL YOU NOW WE DON'T TALK ANYMORE
9.
10.
Intermission 01:47
11.
HERE I AM SITTING ON THE PORCH THINKING ABOUT ALL THE REMORSE THINKING ABOUT ALL THE CHOICES I'VE MADE HERE I AM GOING INSANE NEVER MIND THE PAST, IT'S JUST A DISTRACTION CHANGING MINDSETS, LOOKING BACK ON MY ACTIONS I'M TRYING TO CHANGE ALL OF THE THINGS THAT I REPEAT DAY AFTER DAY I'M WASTING AWAY LIFE IN REPEAT
12.
Anxiety 01:32
JUST WHEN I THOUGHT I MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE THE VOICES IN MY HEAD MAKE ME QUESTION EVERYTHING THROW AWAY, THROW IT ALL AWAY YOU'D THINK IN TIME THINGS CHANGE BUT THEY ALL STAY THE SAME THE NEVER ENDING CYCLE OF ANXIETY MAYBE IT'S JUST ME AND I'M OVERTHINKING MAYBE IT'S JUST SOMETHING IN YOUR HEAD THAT YOU JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND EITHER WAY THIS HAS TO END I COULD JUST END MY LIFE IN A SECOND NO, NOTHINGS EVER CHANGED THEY ALL STAYED THE SAME
13.
Tired 02:27
I'M TIRED OF ALWAYS LOOKING AT YOU I'M TIRED OF ALWAYS BEING TOLD WHAT TO DO EVERYTHING YOU SAY LAYS IN THE BACK OF MY HEAD SOMETIMES I WISH THAT I WAS DEAD I'M TIRED OF ALWAYS BEING PUSHED AROUND WHEN I WALK I ALWAYS LOOK DOWN AT THE GROUND I DON'T WANNA SEE ALL FACES THEY WANNA TELL ME WHERE MY PLACE IS WHO CAN I TRUST? WHO CAN I BELIEVE? I FIND HAPPINESS TALKING TO STRANGERS

credits

released September 21, 2019

DAVID - GUITAR/VOCALS
JOSE - DRUMS
JOHN - BASS/VOCALS

TRACKS 1-9 RECORDED BY JACKASS JOHN
AT I'D RATHER DIE RECORDINGS

TRACKS 10-13 RECORDED AT MATADOR STUDIOS

ALL TRACKS MIXED BY LEMMINGS

GUEST VOCALS ON TRACK 3
VALERIE CHAMPION

SOUND CLIP ON TRACK 11
JUANCHO LUNA

PHOTOS AND LAYOUT
LEMMINGS

THANKS TO THOSE WHO BOOK US AND THE BANDS WE'VE SHARED THE STAGE WITH, EL LUCHADOR, CARDINAL MANOR, LA AVIENDA, MATADOR STUDIOS, AND THOSE WHO'VE SEEN US LIVE OR BOUGHT MERCH.

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